This doesn't seem real...
My mind and heart have re-created this moment time and again,
Bringing me back to you.
The nerves in my body so set on rejection.
"You waited too long!
You are forgotten!"
My heart refusing to allow me
The hope of your returned affections,
Trying so hard to rid myself of the longing,
The yearning in my soul to have you back.
To be yours.
I was so afraid.
How could you still want me?
I scorned you.
I brutalized you in my mind,
So certain that I had won.
But year after year,
Loss after loss,
My heart came back to you for comfort.
I watched you,
Absolutely captivated,
My heart in my throat.
And you
Current Residence: Wichita and Emporia Favourite genre of music: rock Favourite photographer: Sally Mann Shell of choice: a turtle shell Skin of choice: my own skin Personal Quote: I am just a girl asking a boy for him to love her back the way she loves him.
Favourite Visual Artist
monet
Favourite Movies
Waiting for Guffman or This is Spinal Tap
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
ben folds, smashing pumpkins, druge, and many more
So everything has been going pretty good. I am still working at the big AE and still have no money. Hmmm... What else? Still going to Emporia, but I don't know for how much longer. I am wanting yet another change in my atmospher. I have 4 semesters left and I don't know if I even want to finish them. I just want to get started with my life and doing the things I do.
I am always looking for models. So if you are in the Wichita or Emporia area and you want your picture take tell me I can do it for FREE!
Lets see, I am still single and doing great. I like just flirting and having fun. Not too stuck up on anyone right now. Even if I d
A rare occasion when you come on the phone
It's like a holiday I celebrate alone
Remember every detail when you spoke
The way my name drags across your throat
You've been a burden all at once
Sometimes I can't find the light switch
Sometimes I'd rather dwell in the darkness
Sometimes I'm better off alone
Sometimes has become home
Well you don't want me and I should have know
My heart can't seem to let you go
You're not so special, you're not even close
You mean the least but you take the most
You've been a burden all at once
Sometimes I can't find the light switch
Sometimes I'd rather dwell in the darkness
Sometimes I'm
It has been 2 years since my life has changed forever. I would be lying if I said it has gotten easier. Some days it has, but others it seems worse than the day after it happened.
In my time of life right now I feel torn in two, and don't know which way to go.
Swank gallery you got here! I just read your profile and noticed you lived just to the West of me! I live in Kansas City, Missouri ... (pronounced Missourah depending on where your from). We're Midwestern Breadbasket Babies....YESSSS~!